Reminding myself everyday to not feel so anxious and over-think stuff. The reason behind? I am changing course!!! It sounds crazy to do it when I have 1 year left to graduate - 8 months to be exact, excluding holidays. In addition, I have paid for my second sem school fees already. Actually during the registering of classes for the current sem and even before paying the fees, something in my heart told me this is not what I want. But I thought, maybe things are not as bad as I thought? That maybe I can survive another Semester just like I did previously? Oh boy was I wrong. During and after attending the visiting lectures, I was beginning to regret and started thinking whether did I made the wrong decision.
Then came one day, I don't know what happened or why. I just woke up feeling no this is wrong, totally wrong and I should not continue anymore. I immediately went to research on ways to change course and get back my school fees.
So... right now I'm in the midst of applying for Leave of Absence. For one whole Semester. Which means I can only start school in July if everything goes smoothly. I must be crazy right? Wasting time and precious money. But according to the officer from school, he said it's possible to transfer credits from the core modules I've completed so I can start from the second Semester in the new course. Something like a partial transcript? For proof/evidence. I have to re-enroll again too. Anyway, I have to wait for a week or two before the results are out and I really pray hard it will be approved. Pretty please?
Oh man what have I done to my life. It's sooo complicating now...