Just a quick post before I sleep.
Went JB today for early reunion with my grandparents and cousins. It was really a tummy filling day hahaha. As usual, pictures next time! Really tiring day.
Anyway I just want to rant about something... about my frustrations. Sometimes I really feel like my only best/good/close friends are KALIPP and my primary school best friend. Though my primary school best friend and I don't talk as often but deep down we both know and can feel the bond is still there and that we will always be there for each other, at least virtually. The rest are well.., feels like good friends most of the time but when things happen or there's a SMALL problem to resolve, the way they treat me or react to the matter just makes me want to treat them as hi-bye friends.
I'm not sure whether am I being over sensitive but it saddens me because at some point of time we can be really close and happy like we are so involved into each other's lives but when something crops up, the "we are good friends" feeling will not be there. The other parties' feelings will be ignored. It's like a sudden change in friendship status from good friends to just friends. I really see no point putting in effort anymore. Right now, I just want to get this matter over and done with.
I give up.