9:14pm thoughts.
If that didn't happened,
I most probably wouldn't feel how I am feeling now.
Then, I won't be feeling this tingling ache too.
And I won't be over-thinking and re-enacting scenes in my head.
I am so confused but is what I am feeling now even real?? I mean if you never did that, for sure I won't be feeling this. Argh. So maybe, I am just thinking too much? A normal friend/acquaintance who does this is considered normal right?
Right. I must be thinking too much.