Trying to not think about the complicating thoughts, troubles & struggles I am facing now. So many things going through my mind and how I wish I could just throw it all to aside and forget about EVERYTHING.
Lack of certainty, it's making me feel damn uncomfortable. It's really getting on my nerves everything I am afraid or unsure.
Mixed up emotions, my heart feels like it's been tied up so tight I can't breathe.
I feel so stress about the current and in what is waiting for me in the future. I don't want to think nor decide what should I do when I am done with this phase of life. I am tired, tired just tired.
I dread the days that is about to arrive, but I look forward to it at the same time. Why can't I just focus and decide on what I want instead of being so fickle-minded all the time.
Lack of certainty, it's making me feel damn uncomfortable. It's really getting on my nerves everything I am afraid or unsure.
Mixed up emotions, my heart feels like it's been tied up so tight I can't breathe.
I feel so stress about the current and in what is waiting for me in the future. I don't want to think nor decide what should I do when I am done with this phase of life. I am tired, tired just tired.
I dread the days that is about to arrive, but I look forward to it at the same time. Why can't I just focus and decide on what I want instead of being so fickle-minded all the time.
Just what do I want? Now, in life, in future.
