I thought everything will be fine, that somehow if one plan fails the other would still be possible. But I was wrong, things turned out exactly the opposite of what I'd hope for.
My mood was good for the entire day until.., forget it. I don't even want to talk about it. I just can't believe that within minutes because of several small matters my mood changed totally. I wanted tonight to be an enjoyable night, thought it would happen but no it didn't. Like I experienced many small(?) anger within a couple of hours. Combining all and you may just explode and die of frustration or pissed yourself to death.
I am not going to care anymore. I am going partying next week.