Overwhelmed

I don't know where to start this. I am not good at expressing my thoughts through words but I really have to get this out somewhere. 

I just don't get it, how can I let things or people or whatever affect me so easily? I am usually the happy go lucky girl but for the past few days so many little/small stuffs happened and I tried my best to let it all go until yesterday night I don't know what triggered me and everything just came crashing down. Feeling so stress and burden, I am not happy at all. Even my friend can see that I am not my usual self today. 

I know that for one matter, I am not being sensitive. My friend and my Sisters agreed with me too. Kept telling myself maybe you don't meant that way but goodness gracious it's so obvious?? And I thought we were friends who knew each other well. Put yourself in my shoes, how would you feel? What would you think? I really felt insulted at that moment. 

Maybe if I don't hold so much hope then I won't be disappointed. I had rather be left alone and live a quiet life than be disrupted by all the unnecessary bad thoughts and negativity. It's suppose to be a blast this week for me, please God let it happen. 

I just want to be happy again.