Overwhelmed

I don't know where to start this. I am not good at expressing my thoughts through words but I really have to get this out somewhere. 

I just don't get it, how can I let things or people or whatever affect me so easily? I am usually the happy go lucky girl but for the past few days so many little/small stuffs happened and I tried my best to let it all go until yesterday night I don't know what triggered me and everything just came crashing down. Feeling so stress and burden, I am not happy at all. Even my friend can see that I am not my usual self today. 

I know that for one matter, I am not being sensitive. My friend and my Sisters agreed with me too. Kept telling myself maybe you don't meant that way but goodness gracious it's so obvious?? And I thought we were friends who knew each other well. Put yourself in my shoes, how would you feel? What would you think? I really felt insulted at that moment. 

Maybe if I don't hold so much hope then I won't be disappointed. I had rather be left alone and live a quiet life than be disrupted by all the unnecessary bad thoughts and negativity. It's suppose to be a blast this week for me, please God let it happen. 

I just want to be happy again. 

Updates + Last Sat night - Zirca X Mink

Hello guys I finally had the "feel" to update this space HAHA. Having my last paper tomorrow and it's FREEDOM!!!!! But after I am done with this post it's back to studying though ):

For the whole CNY week I've been eating glass noodles. New found favourite hehe. 

Saturday morning - Accompanied my parents to Malaysia.

Always love Old Town's Iced Chocolate drink, thick and chocolatey. 

Some toast and fries before meal.

Super oily Malaysia-ish sausage. Mehhhh.

Spicy Chicken Chop rice. Not really fantastic, the rice was not fragrant enough. Maybe it's because I am picky when it comes to food.

Oh but this Steam Chicken rice with Ginger is AWESOME!!!! Can't explain further but do try it if you've the chance ok! 

Saturday night - Last night @ Zirca X Mink. 

To sum up it was a horrible night? Glad that I left early.

My eyes are closed in all the photos because naturally my eyes cannot open when there's flash in the dark HAHA.

Everything just came crashing down all of a sudden. Seriously? I was feeling alright but things just have to happen and spoil my good mood. "Everything happens for a reason", really?

CNY 2013 - Eve + Day 1,2,3 & 6

Hello!! How's everyone doing?? I had a great time during this Chinese New Year! So much love, food, fun & money surrounding me HAHAHA. Here's an update of what I've been doing, skipped CNY day #4 & #5 because I'd school, nothing much to talk about except... I skipped school on day #4. Photos from my iPhone + some instagram snaps ☺

Eve.

In total, I had 4 reunion dinner with my grandma. 1st was at a restaurant, 2nd was Chinese New Year's Eve, 3rd was CNY Day 1 and 4th was at my house on Day 3. 

2nd round of Reunion dinner (Paternal side). Love love love home-cooked dishes!! ♥ 

I know there's so much greens but it's just the garnishes, my grandma love green onions, parsley etc... 

Prawns + leeks and Broccoli + scallops + pork is a MUST HAVE for my family every reunion dinner and it's my two most favourite dish HAHA. Super yummy I want to eat again, major love for the gravy!! *drools*

Simple gold glitter nails for CNY :)

Day 1

A picture with my sis first before leaving for Grandma's house.

HAHAHA my sisters and I carried Hello Kitty bag for oranges this year.

Pretty and colourful flowers grew by Grandma :)

While waiting for the elderly to get ready... Munch on some yummy Almond brittle first hehe.

Then, a photo of myself next HAHA.

After some waiting... Finally Grandma is good to go!

The only male grandchild my Paternal side grandparents have, so he's very precious HAHA.

All the grandchildren!!! Except for the male one above. First visit is to Great granny's. Every year all the grandchildren (including me and my sisters) will crowd in my Dad's car and the adults (grandparents & aunt) will go over to my Uncle's car (The kid's parents, if it's still not confusing enough)

Too excited.

Recognize the rubbish on the tray??!!!! For the first time during all the Chinese New Years, we were starving and there was no REAL FOOD (only the goodies) so all the grandchildren went out for McDonald's!!!! 

P/s: I look fat & ugly but I still love this photo because there's so much love in it.

Guess my Mum's age?

No I'm not revealing her age here HAHA.

Day 2.

On the way to Grandpa's house! (Maternal side)

Eye make-up.

At Grandpa's house! The 95yr old going 96 Grandfather HAHA. I always quickly rush to the armchair whenever I go his house because it's so shiok!! Can rock front and back one with your legs up on the resting chair infront, if you can imagine HAHAHA. 

Next stop - Nanny's house!

Very, very, very bored. Long car ride from Seng Kang to Yishun. 

 

Love chilling at Nanny's house!! Always have the CNY vibes + lots of goodies too and this year there was something extra! They specially fried seaweed chicken, chicken karaage, fries and many more yummy finger food! I did not take photos of the food because I was too shy hehe.

With my Sisters! We don't look like each other right HAHAHA.

Only 5 photos for Day 2 because I am still waiting for the Family + Relatives photos to be uploaded on to Facebook. My phone only contained pictures of food, small group of people, myself and random shots of random things haha. 

Day 3.

Invited my Grandparents and Cousins over for Steamboat lunch!!! Plus it was my 19th birthday too :)

After Steamboat we rested for awhile. Chit chatted, watched TV and played some games with the kids. Then it was time to celebrate my Birthday!!! 

I was in awed by the words on my cake. First time ever there were wordings on my cake. Actually no, from the past photos there were wordings on my birthday cake when I was younger but I have no memory of it. 

Because my Birthday falls on CNY, I received extra red packets!! Spot Paul frank? Gift from my Eldest sister's bestfriend! HAPPY MAX.

There! Paul frank given by the girl in green, thank you so much Hui Wen!! 

Combined photos.

Then my happiness started decreasing.. There was school for the next two days. WHY OH WHY. But I managed to save my happiness back hehe. Skipped Day 4's school and for Day 5 I went to school for an hour only. Oh, it's Day 9 now right. I had STEAMBOAT FOR 4 DAYS STRAIGHT. Sounds little BUT, I shall rephrase. I had Steamboat for LUNCH & DINNER for 4 days straight. Now I am kind of afraid of Steamboat. 

Day 6.

It's the last weekday for the week so it's a rest day after all the hectic visiting for the whole week. No Steamboat too HAHA. Went to Olio Cafe for Brunch with Family! Been wanting to try the new Cafe ever since it opened, finally a chance :)

Pretty Cappuccino served with a mini biscuit.

Clam chowder and Mushroom soup. YUMS.

Seafood Marinara.

Garlic fried rice w/ Tempura prawns.

Carbonara for me!! Of all the cream base pasta, I love Carbonara the most! Almost every restaurant I went to, if they serve pasta there I would definitely order pasta! I LOVE YOU PASTA ♥♥♥

Went Zirca & Mink that night. Loving night life more!

Last photo for this post. Ending with a pretty picture of Granny and I :)

More exciting events coming up for the next 2 weeks! Zouk and Adventure Cove with KALIPP on 27th & 28th!! Then Marine Life Park with Parents, Granny and Cy on 2nd March! 

CAN'T WAIT!!!!! ☺☺☺

Lucky week

Hello everyone!! Can't believe I survived the school days, it's FINALLY FRIDAY!!!!!!!!! Tomorrow is Chinese New Year's Eve, HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY GIRL IS ME ☺☺☺

Feeling extra lucky this week because I found my long lost eye-liner (after months I think haha) in my huge mountain of bags just in time for CNY + $2 was found at the back pocket of my another bag HAHAHA. Small/little surprises can make my day or even week :) 

My luck doesn't end here!

This has been my meal once or twice a day (dishes varies) for TWO WEEKS. Well, I ate a bit of rice during Reunion dinner last week hehe. I ate goodies, chocolates or chips to make up for the other meals (Lol so much for the diet) almost everyday and I still managed to lose weight! But anyway I'm going to gain it back during CNY. My diet plan sucks.

Though I was already very broke, I still managed to buy the shoes I wanted for CNY with my own $$$ and now I am extremely broke. Left with a few bucks only I think BUT, I am going to be rich again in a few days time because I get to keep my birthday red packets! 

 HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR'S EVE EVERYONE, STAY HAPPY AND GOBBLE DOWN ALL THE GOODIES!!!!